Standing In The Doorway Lyrics

Standing in the doorway, wondering if it's safe to go outside 
Wondering if I'll come back, wondering if I might just drift out with the rising tide 
Sitting and waiting and hoping to find, something you're good at to use up your time 
To crawl from the ocean and lie on the shore 
A moonbeam the rests on the dust on your floor 
I'm not going out there, don't try to tell me I'm paranoid 
Wouldn't say I'm not scared, though it may be safe to say that I am annoyed 
In the intersection traffic lights are red in all directions 
Everyone breaks the law sometimes, we all break down have foolish pride and 
Beg for some affection, I can't say I know how you feel everyone seems to know 
Are you sure I would if I could help you remember, what it's like to feel good 
Chitter and chatter and everything matters, I ask how you're feeling 
And you just act shattered, asleep on the couch with your eyes open wide 
Standing in the doorway, waiting as you come and as you leave 
You say get out of my way, won't you stop and talk about the hectic life you lead 
They're all going somewhere, they all have some place they have to be 
Maybe I should join them, I wish I could I think I have to stay here with me 
It brings a tear to your eye to get out into the open, I can't believe I see myself 
Coming into focus